I had some sugar yesterday. Ice cream to be exact. About 3 servings.
Well, for starters, I crashed. Asleep about 8pm. Would've been earlier, but I had to go get my daughter. I thought that was bad enough.
Today I'm so angry I just can't stand it. I tried to go get groceries. What a mistake that was. I could've killed the next person who pulled off some of that shit. And it didn't matter what it was really. I was just PISSED OFF!
Get home to tell lee I never should have gone out. Just overwhelmed with stress & anger. So I log onto my computer to distract myself for a bit.
Well, mr control freak starts in on me. That was it. I threw my laptop at him & walked out of the room. His response! "Don't be like that!". How the hell should I be??? Do I have to ask your friggin permission to do what I need to do to deal with my anger???? Seriously????
I get it. Something's wrong. But his trying to control my every friggin move is just making it all worse! I can't take it anymore.
So as you can see, I'm over reacting. I'm stressed right out. I'm angry. This all can't be just from having some sugar yesterday can it?
How am I supposed to know if it's a reaction to a food? Or if there is something else going on? And does sugar actually stress people out this badly?
I feel like I'm loosing my mind today!